Today, 553 days ago, almost at this very moment, I was going to bed sober for this first time in a very long time.  I don't remember much about that day other than I cried for the better part of it, terrified of what was to come, and I couldn't wrap my brain around what... Continue Reading →

Hey guys!  I hope all of you are doing well and loving spring as much as I am.  I am so glad to be out of the snowy, frigid cold weather!  Spring is my favorite season because I love the rain.  I could live in Seattle full time and be completely content.  The more overcast... Continue Reading →

I can't believe it has been 43 days since I have blogged.  I guess time flies when you are having fun, right?  Seriously though, I am so sorry for leaving you all hanging. I am sure you are wondering what's been going on, and if I have continued to stay sober the last 43 days.... Continue Reading →

Hey guys!  I hope this blog finds you happy, healthy, full of joy, and that the holidays have been a good one for you.  I'm not sure why, but over the last month I have found myself thinking a lot about the people who struggle this time of year.  Maybe it's because leading up to... Continue Reading →

Its weird what being an alcoholic does to you.  I feel like once you are honest with yourself and those around you, it attaches itself to you like its part of your name.  When I've introduced myself to new people lately I've had to stop myself from saying, "Hi, I'm Amelia, and I'm an alcoholic."... Continue Reading →

A couple weeks ago I was riding in the car with my sister when she told me to pull up a video on my phone and watch it.  It was something I desperately needed to see at the time (I'll explain why later), and has saved me in tough moments ever since.  The video is... Continue Reading →